My dear Karma, you just showed me reasons for saying thank you, but how did this happen? You allowed me the quickly accessible vision and feeling of knowing I am thankful for those people I have known to be around me, as well as all their differences. Karma, is this the oneness of openness? Of course at the time, and many times at that, I could not see this; today I can after retrospect.
Not that I haven’t done the work throughout the years, Oh Lordy, you know I have! Trying to make right by your never ending presence karma, I’ve selected those persons I thought I needed to hold on to, to release, or forgive, or run from. But this was not always done from openness, mostly done from judgments; but who knew?
I’ve handled my experiences as allowing others to grow through their own way or even understanding why they needed me away. But all along, I felt I picked and chose these encounters, mainly because there have been so many people I have come across during my lifetime. I find that I endeavor to reckon with those “I” felt were important. I just never got that full thought karma that I always had something to learn from each encounter. Or that you brought all these people into my life. Or that each was for me as an experience of me, as me, as my interactions for me; what I do with these people matter. Or where I open up or close up your essence of thanks or no thanks is up to me. Didn’t dawn on me that with every person, place or even thing, I will become my thought of acceptance or rejection according to my awareness of expansions. My thoughts are today placing me with giving thanks to this part of your essence and may lead me to a choice of thanks for my passing through and out of the experience, or the thanks of living through my experience to the end. Wonder karma, if the more I practice, the easier it gets? To touch your openness of thanks while living my busy life I mean?
Karma, maybe because the whole atmosphere of thanks is opened right now, you have given me a holistic glimpse. So this is one karmic revelation I have to be thankful for. I see it as getting into the space of reviewing back with everyone, I mean everyone deeply, all in one glimpse! I can open up my senses today with the realization that everyone is due my thankfulness; even if it is the thanks of hello and goodbye, I know you now. Everyone has a role with me. No matter if it is for a minute or a lifetime or somewhere in between, it is for me. Somehow, it is all for my help; no matter if I got it or not, if I liked it or not, if I even saw it or not, because it was within your breath karma, a reflective connection.
By the way, not that I am at the genius level of all awareness as people are happening to me. But karma, it just makes a difference in being available for the one glimpse of closeness within us all. You’re offering me the ability to see differently when I am in the thick of being in the face of people-based-adversities with looking into a thankful place. Please note that some of the time I can see it as a wee thankful place! LOL! But to be able to feel the essence of thanks is a whole different feeling; a wee thankful place needed in which I am able to find myself in as I am happening to this. But I am realizing the need to identify this thankfulness here (on earth) while I look at my people-to-people daily interactions. Let me tell you Karma, this space of thankfulness as I see and feel it now, is just that, a space; another essence of space that needs openings in order for me to step within.
Hope this stays with me.
Is this the openness of liteness I may invite into my living reality? Is this also you karma, bringing me this limitless honesty? Is your openness of Thank You all here as a gift to me by your make up of essence Karma? Me knowing this may be enough. Just to keep this in my remembrance may be the bringings of good things sent forth from you Karma. So I can say thank you to all that I love, have loved, hate, have hated, known, met, or brushed through within a space; because you all have purpose. And from me, it is all my karma in knowing you. And visa-versa.
Forever Me, Cher “Minds will Matter”