? Karma, what is this bickering vibe we are allowed to choose within?
Now Karma, I’m not speaking of anger or even different degrees of hate. I do know this is some of you that we must all phase through; but I’m asking you about bickering.
Karma, is bickering considered a bad vibe of yours? I’m speaking about just bickering? The bickering of talk. The language of bickering. A way of communication between two us’s in order to make known two different attitudes on two different ways of one situation or assistance on points of views.
Yes, some see bickering as an argument back and forth amongst two individuals. I see bickering as somewhat a point which each one is in need of making and when there is no real argument, only points. This may include a constant raising of the vocal cords during disagreement of views or maybe a monotonic atmosphere of back and forth sopranos in the know. No fooling here, bickering may turn to indifference, anger or hate without knowing myself. All are in my choices and although some see bickering as arguments, I do not look for this in your essence. And although I am not looking for this argumentative side of you, I do find myself sometimes having to walk away, depending on the other spirit I am sharing with. But at least, I am understanding your contrast.
Are you saying to me it’s a way? If this is my choice, choose this vibration and see where I land with it? Are you saying bad and wrong are my things, as well as good and right until I get tired of those things or just move on to catch another vibe? Does this mean this is simply another ladder and to take it until or unless, my comfort ends?
So, makes me wonder? Is this a bit of a sharp vibe? Will this generate into emotional turmoil for me or my accomplice? What do I evolve into when I am bickering? Or which emotions will I progress into when I crave your melodrama essence? Should I see your attachment with bickering as an argument with a kind-of back and forth argumentative voice amongst two individuals with emotional substance? And, I am an emotional substance, so can I use this gently and wisely? Can you look into my foundation and help me out?
But now as I look at you, I am sensing the vibe of neutrally amongst us. If I am choosing melodramas, this is a mild one to choice instead of picking heavy, right? Could this be a win for me from whenst I come? And karma, I see it as sweet. A sweet melodrama. Can I be that wrong about us? Is this my way of making a bickering excuse? A suitable explanation for my purpose of allowance?
Are you revealing to me the part of you that is saying to look within my heart for my own truth? That you are here within to search with me, not evaluate me?
I am asking you for the purity of this foundation of yours. Can you show me that? Okay, are you silently speaking to me, saying be careful? Are you saying in asking for your pure bickering essence, it requires my awareness of peacefulness within, of the awareness of my intertwined emotions, of the awareness of the depth of my lovingness, of the strength of my friendship? It requires my understanding of the created foundation of the other without expectations of expectation? It requires the allowances of the other to bicker within your essence with enough growth of love also? It requires the allowance of us to be in the comfort within the lightness of you, dear karma.
And why is all this self-realization necessary Karma? It’s just bickering I am asking about! Your stirringness within me is projecting your attitude of thoughtfulness which is needed during bickering’s. Well, hmmmmm, very intuitive of you Karma! And yes, I will know by our ending;, the ending should not require any stinging of our souls.
Okay Karma of mine, since you are alive for all, I have chosen to see your essence in this mode of communication between two souls as a playfulstance for my means of talking between two souls, with physical connection.
As you know, there’s a voice of bickering which becomes familiar. There’s a spirit in bickering which leads to the comfort of two familiar people and in turn leads to a peacefulness of no wins; a leaving of satisfaction to both of us. Yes, it leaves us with a satisfaction of being able to voice our needs of saidness and may lead to inside humor; a gentle humorness cleverness so to say. Yes, a voice; an accordance of two voices, saying and listened and vice-a-versa. All in all, we are both catching a whiff of the points and are available to come up with an appropriate outcome because of the real essence behind it all; which is the deep caring allowing bickering to be a voice. Yes, this does bring me comfort.
Now karma, I do see bickering as a two person institution. I do see bickering, real bickering as involving only 2 people of foundation. Anything else, becomes something else. Call something else what you want, but it will evolve bickering into another space. I do understand that, but I see love underneath my type of bickering. I see you as the space of allowance, but I am using that space as another natural embrace as long as we keep with fair play, even that has to be in our understanding I know. I also know I must keep my heart open without remorse in order to keep this form of you going. I also know that it takes a good look at love because it may bring you up karma, into the foreground, as you are all an experience.
So, I am in here Karma with you, into expressing each bickering session coming upon me within the freedom of Spirit Play. Let me keep it this way; until I change my vibe that is.
Forever Me, Cher “Minds Will Matter”