Karma, are you the Presence within Presents?
Yes, its present time now. But this time of our year, it’s the BIG and LOTS of presents. Time to give, time to buy, time to spend, time to be there and time to hurry!
Of course, it always seems like present-give- time, counting the everyday presents such as Hallmark Holiday presents, graduation from every grade now presents, new house presents, all different types of shower presents, new baby presents, new couple presents, wedding presents, anniversary presents, anything you can think of presents, just to be nice presents, and of course, everyone was born so everyone has a birthday present to celebrate the day they were born and of course again, any excreta’s you can think of now-a -days Karma. As you bring me into your thinking within your presence Karma, I am within my honesty in saying that the one-on-one presents do have reasoning’s and celebrated reasons with plenty of time for my selection with caring.
But again, what are the reasoning’s inside of this one-day of your mental, physical and money exhaustions, which you bring forth for me to concentrate on?
Karma, remember that this time it’s all these personal presents at one time! This is the time when I am stressing, looking for the appropriate presents for appropriate little and big people. Karma, I am looking for something more from you today than bringing all this stress into my present life. You gotta have some point that I am not tapping into?
And Karma, time, it is passing by fast; I need more time to get everything done I need done and more time to grasp the essence of your yearly dilemmas. How does Santa do it? Can you allow me to de-stress; can you send me a formula?Oh – Are you Karminicing me Karma?
I am currently connecting with all the things I have experienced, know, see and hear; gotta get something for this and that, him or her, or someone’s emotions will hurt if you give one more than others or some get none, or gotta do better than that or I don’t have enough money for all of this and that, or here I go charging again, or maybe they will not like this or this is all getting so commercialized or everything costs so much more each year, or this is how big business gets me to spend or it’s the gimmick for the end of the year!
As you can see (if you can see that is) this is the time I am buying all these gifts and spending so much money on so many children and adults, yes all in one day and all at one time and for one day on my calendar. Christ! If he were here, I’m sure he would be one more added person on a new list, a just in case list! And yes, we are all family and friends, but what the heck does this have to do with all these gifts for one day? And for me to have all these feelings of obligations for one day, how can I not think of you Karma and what you are bringing as me?
Is there something more I can ask of you karma than these thoughts? Is this space of yours for some reason of yours for me? Can I feel differently karma? I am sensing that I can. I am now feeling a feeling, sweeping through me, of calmness, just for the asking. Just for the asking karma, are you bringing me more of yourself within my calmness? Just for the asking karma, I feel a shift within you; I feel the movement of your presence within me.
You know Karma, as I pay attention to my actions and intentions for these whole days, I can see my magic coming along side of me.
I feel you are interacting with me; that you have messages for me these days? Are these my days of your Karmic returns? A chance of all at once throughout these days? Because yes, of course Karma I am giving! Oh great, now I am fearing I have not given enough this year? What counts and what does not count as enough Karma? Hey! Are you now bringing to my attention that I am also receiving? That these days of giving and receiving all at once have purpose and that your presence here within all this attention, is to pay attention to my whole Days?
Look at the giving of my thoughts and think of my heart intentions that went into buying each present for these moments of my present moment, you say? Are you placing within me the reality of actions, even if I am hurrying; that actions take many forms for me? Am I hearing you correctly Karma; you are ever so faint somewhere coming out of nowhere?
The smiles, heart joys, expectations, thank yous and your- welcomes, decorations, foods, drinks, along with ceaseless appetites, surprises, boundless conversations, and hearty laughter’s is the presence you are bringing as karma thru me? Are you allowing me the realization of heightened emotions from the stings of the sadness’s, losses, bitterness or sorrows intermingled with joy for another chance of remembrance for some sweetness of gratitude back then and now and move on, my way? Are you bringing from your space the connections of happiness karma? Your connections that can be felt throughout me and all, as we gather?
And then there’s that tradition of preparing the right foods that seem to be always there for us. And then there’s the quenching of our thirsts as the plentiful digestive absorption. Are my thoughts wondering about that magic that there is really always enough? Then there’s the gatherings and talks as we are all sharing in the preparations. Is this the space of your presence of opportunity for energy of love itself and how this can bring the good stuff by working together in the spirit of love? And then there is the servings…how may I serve you my friends and family, you say karma? Are you whispering to me that you serve through every gathering and through every nourishment brought through me and them? You are the presence of all presents; I hear you say Karma within my calmness. Is this the magic of our cosmic connection? Are you bringing these presents within your presence?
Karma, are these the days of consciousness for so many allowance of joy all at once through-out time? Are these the days of celebration from the heart, wherever this may take me? Are these days of a sacred connection for so many coming together as one essence of prayer?
Karma, are these the offerings of devoted tenderness I bring to this one big gathering as outward symbolisms of appreciation of being born within my life space? And what holds truth for me holds truth for you karma?
Karma, I now feel that these are the days that I am able to watch love gather amidst the presence of all our essences and manifestations.
Karma, you are Karminicing me and family and friends and strangers alike! Got you here!
Forever me,
Cher
“Minds will Matter”